One year of transformation journal

 I am on the right track. I am half a kilogram lighter than yesterday. I feel amazing and so proud.  I really want this for myself.  In the morning I had a fried egg with cheese and veggies and a little bit of bread. I took my Indian supplements and the last spirulina pill that I have.  98 kg. 

 I felt good and motivated today.  I am eager to lose weight. I have in mind to drop 200 grams every day. I know it is a lot, but the idea that I could have my dream body by my birthday is stronger than any struggle.  98.5 kg as per today.  I read a bit from the Lake by Yasunari Kawamata. However, I found the first novelette to be boring and ridiculous. I didn't like it. I have two more to read.  I felt very tired after work. I did some extra hours.  Skin care: retinol + serum + SPF cream  Food : tomatoes, cucumbers, cheese, eggs and bread Book : Yasunari Kawamata - "the Lake"  Water: Almost 5 liters.

 It is decided that I should no longer focus on a big weight loss goal and that I should do it 1 kg at a time and 1 cm at a time.  I have forgotten to measure myself today, though.  However, I am more motivated that before to fulfill my goal. The goal for this summer is to drop 9 kgs. I hope that I will be able to do it before fall. I do it for my health.  I started working at 9 a.m. Then I could do some driving school online tests and have read from Kawabata's book between incoming calls and mails.  I am sad that I have spent most of my time scrolling on social media, especially on TikTok. I need to break from social media.  I watched the movie "Unfaithful" from 2002 with Richard Gere and Diane Lane.

Today I read for almost the entire time.  I finished reading "The Frenchman's Creek" by Daphné du Maurier and started reading "The Lake" by Yasunari Kawamata.  I made shrimp pastas. 

 Today I woke up early and I started cleaning my room. I decluttered it and cleaned my desk and my night stand. I took down the spider webs and dusted the furniture.  Then, in the afternoon I made tortellini with a la Toscana sauce.  It was a good day.  I did not weigh myself in.  

I woke up at 5, applied sunscreen and went to the bus station. I almost missed the buss so I jogged a bit.  I had to wait for my driving instructor in Mizil for more than a half an hour. Then we went to Ploiesti.  I think that I drove pretty good today. I still don't know how to drive in the gyratory, but I am learning.  There are a lot more things to learn. I took the train back home and then I did hitch-hiking to get back home. I am more motivated than ever to take this drivers' licence.  Breakfast: chicken + cheese + bread  Snack: bagel  Lunch: Chicken ciorba + bread + pickled hot pepper  Snack: Vanilla cream wafer sandwiches 

 Sorry for not writing here at all.  I've been busy, OK?  If I am not at work doing overtime hours, I am at Ploiesti taking driving lessons, if I am not there, then I am at work in Bucharest.  I have neglected myself a bit in some days, in others I did everything in my powers to become my best version and exhausted myself. I hope that I will become better day by day.  To summarize what I did in the last month: I DID GOOD.  I survived, I lived beautifully. I met new people and seen new places. My driving skills have improved. I read two books and seen a couple of movies.  I ate well and exercised a bit. I did more walking this month. I posted a Youtube video. Today my ayurvedic products came in. I want to grow my hair and I am very excited to try my new hair products.  Later edit: The products are nice. However, I applied too much of hair oil on my scalp and the indian shampoo, because it doesn't contain SLS, didn't clean my hair properly. So during the drying process, I rea