One year of transformation journal

Today I went to Mizil and met the driving instructor. He took me outside the town and then let me drive until Ploiești and back. I wasn't nervous. I was actually relaxed. I drove with 80 km/hour and at some point I surpassed the speeding limit.  I still need to learn a lot of commands, but he said that for the first hour it was very good. I am very motivated and enthusiastic about this.  When we got back from Ploiești, I went and did the groceries. At home I took a big nap and cleaned my room.  In the evening I watched an Indian movie with my brother: Bajirao and Mastani. It is a gorgeous must see movie. 

I write this on the 2nd of June.  I worked hard these days and I started reading Daphne du Maurier's novel " Frenchman's Creek". So far I like it, but I don't have too much of a motivation to read. I have occupied my time with watching weight loss shows and playing mystery games. I also did some learning for driver's school.  The dress that I wanted came back on stock at HnM and I could purchase it. However it took a long time to arrive and when it arrived I found it too tight on my breasts and I could barely close the zipper and breathe in it. I am now even more motivated than ever to loose weight. I need to lose weight to fit in this gorgeous dress. I started to weigh in almost on a daily basis because when I don't I tend to forget that I am on a weight loss journey and start binge eating. I don't even know how I managed to put on this much weight again.