Day 15 - I feel that I haven't done anything so far

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What do you do when you feel that you haven't done anything so far? 

I don't have an answer to this question. If someone asks me this I am sure that I can give them a few ideas and advices. However, I cannot seem to be able to give myself the same ideas and advices. When it comes to me, I always self sabotage. 

15 days have passed and I haven't moved. I am still in the same place, still as fat, still as unknown. I must change. I must push myself.

I must bring in the same attitude that I had when I was in college when I wanted to quit my job and college and just travel. Then I remember why I wanted to go to college and why I wasn't supposed to quit. 

Now, that I am 29 yo, I feel that I let myself down, because when I was 23, I imagined my 29 yo self rich and with the books published and maybe with a movie script on the table of one of the greatest movie companies. I wish that I did more until this age. 

I must not waste my time anymore. I must grind and push through. I feel so motivated right now, to be honest. 😉⏰

Today I felt a little bit dirty from my period, although I took a shower. I had eggs in the morning and a protein shake at lunch. In the evening I had cottage cheese and a chicken thigh with rice cakes. As a snack I had blueberries and a spirulina latte.


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